I knew it
I knew I was just a replacement
a for-a-while-heart-beat
I knew it
And I don't blame you for leaving
I don't blame you at all
I blame myself
for loving you
and standing here alone
I blame myself for trusting you
when you said
I was enough
I blame myself for letting you hug me
after you told me we would see another day together
I blame myself
for being so naive
and stupid
to keep going
I hate this ache
I hate myself
I hate this
I hate that I want you here
I hate that I need you here
I hate that I can't hate you
I try
I fucking try...
I knew you couldn't love me
still I waited
