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guess who
boo.
how can i say this without cracking?
you were not my first love
you would not let anyone
get that deep in me
though
but you never were
and you could not atone me for that
you
greedy
beast
i knew
i absolutely knew
you sure warned me
and i should have run
but i did not run
i should have not love
but i did made love
i was quite aware
but i did not escape
from you
from us
what a stupid
why
why this
a c h e
those hit and run kisses
little girl fell in love with the one with worse intentions
why
why this
h a t e
this anxious desire
of bending pain over the bed
to keep open the scars
i did not run
you did
when i searched for you and
found my forest burning
my temple raped
my sole soul and heart throbbing
on nasty snut
what a shame i survived
what a shame you won't say the same
this flesh of mine
darling
this innocence you took away
will be your gravedigger
may this sour silence
be your unique relief
within hell
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